Sucky Saturday

I had this really weird dream last night that Marlboro Menthol had a new packaging and the bottom part which was white turned to light green . And it looked exactly like one of the Viceroy's cigarettes ! LOL LOL !

Okay , so I will be leaving for Phuket in a few hours' time . Felt so sucky last night ! Cause I'm on the damn gp and all my cousins and their friends went to AVALON ! If only I don't have the fucking gp , I would be happily dancing and drinking my night away like I used to . But it's alright . Just gotta wait till next year March ........

Still not done packing all my shit , LOL . Really lazy to . Didnt edit my second picture cause was too lazy and hungry ! Oh oh ! And I tried nail marbling but failed . So it's really hideous !

Btw , I think Justin Maxwell is coming to meet me later to send me off (to heaven) . Nah , fake ! But yeah , he's really coming . Sweet right ?! AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW :D

Shall blog and upload pictures of Phuket when I get back on Tuesday night ! So must come and view my blog most prolly on Wednesday alright ^^

Time to hit the books!

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII !

As many of you know , 'O' Levels are coming up ! And duh , I've gotta hit the books ! Tell you guys a lil' secret ! People always think my favourite subject is Biology ?! But nah , it's not . It's Mathematics . Yeah , I suck in it . Always getting F9s . But ?! DOING MATHS MAKES ME HAPPY ^^

Yeah , I'm retarded . Blah blah blah . Holidays will commence next week and Prelims is the week after that . Meaning the very first day I go back to school , the FUCKING PRELIMS PAPER WILL APPEAR IN MY FACE . LOL . 

However , I already planned a really nice timetable which will only start 2 days before my Prelims ! Anyway , check out my super nice handwriting ! FAKEEEEE ^^

SOME MOTIVATIONAL QUOTES

But , it's not like Prelims are coming up tomorrow what ! So shut up and enjoy while we're still young ! School's Out VI is coming up next Thursday right ?! Can't be there due to shitty stuff ! So to those who are going , enjoy ! And for those selling tickets , good luck ! And "gooder" luck to those who took part in the competition ! Since everyone is taking pictures of themselves for the competition , here's mine ! (but obviously cmi)

DA BESTEST NEWS OF ALL ?!?!?!

Heading to Thailand in 2 days time ! Will be going Phuket with daddy and cousins ! Excited ! Don't worry teachers , I won't stress myself out by bringing my books while on holiday !! 

Speaking bout teachers ? Teacher's Day is tomorrow so ..... IT'S HALF DAYYYYYYYYYYYY ! Haha ! And well , suppose to be my third year anniversary with my first love . Cried the previous 2 years on September 1 . But doubt history will repeat itself as I have finally gotten over him . 

Okay , signing over here ! Toodles ^^

BLESSING IN DISGUST

Let's talk about how Jian Xiang and I are now alright ? We've broken up . That simple . The reason ? His feelings faded .

Since years ago , people always think that I don't cherish my relationships nor take it seriously . But I have always been serious about it . It's just that I can fall for any guy easily . I'm like a little girl . Innocent in love . I can trust people easily and ain't afraid to give others a chance to prove me that all guys aren't the same .

I've been in love twice my whole life and Jian Xiang is my third love . He's the guy I've done the most for . Don't wish to elaborate much .

Those who know me well should know that I'm forever unwilling to change for others as I feel that people should accept me for who I am . If not , they can kindly fuck off . But for Jian Xiang , he always called me "fat" and "ugly" even when I'm his girlfriend . I mean , which guy does that ?!

I guessed he was so embarrassed to admit the truth to Justin Maxwell and lied to him saying that our relationship status was just a fake . In order to make him proud of me , I decided to lose weight by taking pills and even thought of extending my hair as he did not like me with short hair .

I even asked him to remove his ex-girlfriend from Facebook but he scolded me instead . I told him that in relationships , everything cannot always go his way and that he should sometimes give in to me . He keep insisting that she was just a friend and that he would rather break with me than delete her away . I'm just so fucking unhappy with him .

Moreover , 2 weeks ago , I already started to make our first monthsary present which was actually next Wednesday but forget it , we're over .

One of my friends once told me to do the "3 Days Test" . Meaning not contacting your girlf/boyf for 3 days and see if he/she will be worried about you . I felt he was taking me for granted so I tested it today . But only for one day as I missed talking to him too much . Surprisingly , all he sent me was "Awake?" & "It's been a day and no reply? Wow." Or something like that , deleted it .

Seriously , bet many of you think that I've done the right thing to let him go right ? Obviously I cannot forget him completely in a flash but I guess I'll get over him soon . Hope that this break up will be a blessing in disguise . Furthermore , my 'O' Levels are coming up and therefore , I can prioritise my studies over relationships . Unlike him , prioritising his friends , sleep , food , exercise and every other thing while I'm just an option .

The pictures below are what I made for him and of course , it's incomplete . But who cares ? He won't be getting it already anyway .

ANYWAY..... IS MY GOLD HAIR NICE?! :D

MAKE UP & CLIP ON HAIR DONE BY MY DEAR COUSIN

AM I CUTE ?!?! GOT BORED SO TOOK SOME RANDOM SHOTS WHILE AT STAYOVER ^^

SECRETS EXPOSED

One day , I got so bored that I decided to reveal some stuff :D

Have you ever:

• 1) Self harmed? Penknife in lower sec
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• 2) Got into a real fight? Not really
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• 3) Been too depressed to move out of your bed? Yeah , 2 years ago
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• 4) Tried to commit suicide? Nope
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• 5) Had to lie to EVERYONE about how you felt? Nope , I'm an honest person ^^
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• 6) Watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting? NOOO
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• 7) Talked yourself out of serious trouble? ALWAYS ^^
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• 8) Accused someone of using you? Duh~
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• 9) Shoplifted? Nope
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• 10) Gotten drunk/high? Both (:
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• 11) Been to a concert where your favourite artist was playing? Never been to one before , find it boring and lame
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• 12) Skipped doing homework to play a video game? Don't play video games :D

(Right now) Are you:

• 13) Suicidal? Nope
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• 14) Bored? Kinda
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• 15) Avoiding someone? Nope
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• 16) Avoiding some task? Nope
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• 17) Depressed? A lil' , cause my boyf don't care me already !
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• 18) Crying? Nope
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• 19) Annoyed with a friend? Nope
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• 20) Worried and confused about something important to you? Yes , the shoes that I have ordered which is coming tomorrow ^^

Do you:

• 21) Get depressed easily? Yeah
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• 22) Get jealous/envious easily? Yeah
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• 23) Feel listening to music can take your mind off things? LOL , Nope
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• 24) Worry about messing about your relationships a lot? Yeah
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• 25) Try hard in all your classes at school? Recently ^^
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• 26) Go out drinking? Used to , alot
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• 27) Smoke cigarettes? MARLBOROOOOOOOOOO <3 (but only started last dec!)
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• 28) Smoke weed? Nope , but will try it someday ;D
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• 29) Do any hard drugs? ICE , HEROINE , ECSTACY <3<3<3
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• 30) If you said yes to 28 but no to 29, Why? -
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• 31) Believe in God/Belong to a religion of your own free will? LOL , Nope
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• 32) Avoid people you care about because you feel you will only hurt them? Nope
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• 33) Agree that self harm numbs emotional pain? YES YES YES , A lil' (:
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• 34) Believe people deserve second chances? NEVER
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• 35) Agree with ‘An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth’? COMPLETELY !!
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• 36) Think things will get better? Trying to learn how to be optimistic !
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• 37) Feel afraid that you have done wrong and will eventually be punished? Nope , I will accept any punishment if I know that what I did is illegal (:
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• 38) Do you judge people who think differently to you? OBVIOUSLY 

Ps. 11.11 just passed not long ago and I called my boyfriend just to tell him I love him . Hehehe . I'm such a sweet girlfriend right ?! ^^

BEST PARODIES

HITLER FANS

AVENGERS FANS

POKEMON FANS

BATMAN FANS

                                     

DARTH VADER FANS

                                   

RANDOMZXC ^^

What's with the title ? Haha ! Don't blame me cause idk what else to name this post ! Alright , let's talk bout WHOOPA GANGNAM STYLEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D

Enjoyed it ?! Bet you did !So many of my Facebook friends would have realised that I've been updating many pictures of me recently . Well , it's because I'm hooked onto editing pictures . Haha ! Wanna know what app I use ? Well , it's a secret ! NAH FAKE ! Shall tell you in my next blog post , which is most probably about NDP , most likely on Wednesday ! So stay tuned !

Do I look cute ?! ^^

Anyway , wanna wish my dearest cousin , Yuichi Low , a happy birthday ! She's 21 now , really pretty , really nice and available ! Any guys interested in her ?! Contact me via my Facebook mail and I'll be the matchmaker ! It really sucks that Singapore guys are dumb , always leaving out the better girls just because they go for looks and figure . So you think those features will be with your girl even when they grow old and start to rot ? LOL . Please , Singapore guys should learn how to be smarter to pick out girls whose heart is made of gold , not metal . Shall explain more about the presents in the caption below each photo .

Taken 14 years ago , I'm that lil' girl in the middle of the picture . Yuichi Low is the one wearing spectacles all the way on the left and Frances Lo is the one wearing red beside Yuichi . They were both 7 while I was just 2 . See how much we've changed ?!

A really nice birthday card that I made for the bestest cousin ever !

Okay , honestly , I didn't know what to get for her so I got her a soft toy ! Hehe . At least she can keep it forever and she will remember me every night when she hugs it to sleep ! Plus it's the most unique birthday present because other people gave her stuff like make-up , facial and body products whereas mine is so FLUFFYYYYYYYYYY <3

"DAMN , I'M BROKE"
For those who are kinda close to me , you guys should know that I'm forever broke . My cousin is the only person in the whole entire world who doesn't despise me when I've no money to pay for my stuff . Furthermore , she is always offering to pay for my things and it always makes me feel bad . Therefore , I've been trying really hard to save money recently so I don't have to make anyone pay for my stuff while I'm out ! Must be independant ^^

COLLAGE OF THE PHOTOS ABOVE ^^

  Quote to end off this post
 Doesn't mean I look angry means I am . Doesn't mean I look happy means I am . Doesn't mean I look sad means I am . Doesn't mean I look like I don't give a fuck means I don't .

Things are more than what meets the eye

"Sentenced"

Some of you guys should know that I'm in trouble with the police due to 3 of my recent cases : Impersonation , Borrowing & Lending NRIC to others as well as going into a club when I'm still underage .

These 3 cases alone could have got me charged in court but instead , I was given a lighter sentence , Guidance Programme (GP) . As long as I reach home everyday by 7PM for the next 6 months , my record will be completely gone from the police . However , if I do not adhere by the conditions , I will immediately be charges in court . Most likely jailed up to 5 years or fined not more than $5000 .

Yeah , going to clubs are fun . But not when you get into trouble . This whole mess was started because one of my friends got caught and was brought down to Clementi HQ from St. James Powerstation . While he was there , he sorta "shoot me out" . However , I do not bear any grudge against him as I know it very well myself that doing this is illegal . I was pissed at him at first but the more I thought about it , the more I realised something . That if you dare to do something , you should also have the courage to admit .


TIME FOR A CHANGE OF TOPICS !

Okay , I've been really bored lately . So I shall be nice and treat my blog as some Formspring site alright ? However , any questions must be sent to my Facebook message . But , I will copy and paste the answers on my blog and have the replies there too . BUT BUT BUT !!! I will only gather all the questions throughout the whole week and only blog on Sunday nights . Any questions after 11PM on Sunday nights would be postponed till the following week .

Don't have to be shy alright ! I will accept any criticisms or questions , unless it's really too personal . Please help by inboxing me questions okay ! Will be bored to death sooner or later ! Will update you guys when it's done ! PLEASE SUPPORT OKAY ?! THANKS GUYS ! <3