T.G.I.S

I'm feeling really bad cause I didn't blog bout how I extended my earholes like I promised last night ! Was super tired but I slept at 5am ! HAHAHA ! Was playing TETRIS BATTLE on Facebook & AWESOME TANKS on Miniclip ! Damn addictive !

So anyway , was falling asleep in tuition again this morning ! And I finally quit ballet once and for all . I've been dancing ballet for like ... 11 years ? It's not that I don't like it anymore or what . But that's because I got bored , like really bored . 3 years ago , I told my Mummy I wanted to quit but she strongly disapproved . Of course I had no other choice and had to go for ballet lessons every single week and I skipped most of them . I was really detoriated because I wasn't chosen to be in Grade 6 and waited for another 3 years (till last year end) , when my teacher , Ms Sylvia McCully , finally chose a new batch of Grade 6 . It's really weird but after completing Grade 5 , we have to attend this "Non-Syllabus" Class and if we were good enough , we would be chosen to advance to Grade 6 . So on the first year I went in , only 2 people from the same batch were chosen to advance . Many of us were extremely demoralised . Most of them quit . It was really heartbreaking but still , we didn't expect things to turn out this way . See the colourful shoes ? They are practically made of wood and it's called "Pointe Shoes" . Only dancers in the advanced levels are allowed to wear . I own a pair as I have to use them once a fortnight during ballet lessons . I remembered the first time I put them on 2 years ago , I cried during barre work which lasted for a fucking hour . I tried to persevere but within 7 lessons , I gave up . The pain is simply unbearable . It looks easy and those ballerinas may look flawless . But do you guys know how much pain they've been through ? So please , appreciate dancers . My feet was bleeding like fuck after all those lessons . Back to story ! I only started to get dejected ever since I was stripped off my post as President of the Mayflower Secondary School Modern Dance . Ever since then , I only went for CCA once and I didn't feel like dancing anymore . I know this kinda attitude should occur but I just can't help it . I'm way too emotional and I can't stand any setbacks . So what if I'm a loser ? So what if I give up ? That doesn't mean I can't pursue other forms of dance right ?

Around 4pm just now ,  Yoshi Matsumura came over to my condo to swim . I can't believe that fucker lied to me that someone died in my condo swimming pool before , and I believed it for a minute or more ! FUCK HIM ! :D Long story cut short , we had alot of fun and I told him I wanna buy a new camera , those suitable for underwater . Like damn cool can ?! 

Anyway .... 

I'M GOING ON A CRUISE TOMORROW !!!

Jealous ?! Hehehehe ! Will be going to Phuket and idk where else ! Mummy said she'll bring me for manicure there ! Yayyyy ! Been decades since I went for one ... Just remembered something .. 

I HAVEN'T PACK MY BAGGGG !!! Shall do the post that I owe you guys last night first than I go pack ! ^^